job interview

-: i do not need an alarm clock nowadays. used to woke up at 6 and lately i had this same dream that constantly wakes me. not good. not good at all.

2 years ago when i was in college, i have made up my mind to study abroad, obtain a good result and eventually settle with a job around scotland. yesterday, i looked up my inbox and i received an email regarding a job interview this thursday. i should be very happy to get this offer after going through so many attempts, so many rejections from big companies but strangely enough, i do not feel amazed even to bit.

most people would be happy to settle in UK, earn in pound sterling, gain oversea experiences, and come back with seven times richer than usual. seven times faster to own a property, supercars. and seven times bigger their wallet. who wouldnt want it? i am a stingy money minded. ask my friend if you think i am joking. :p

for the last 6 months, slowly, i was taught that money is not veryvery important although it is fundamental to build a healthy family- free from debt and financial issue. there are much more important things in life such as happiness and family. i would like to thank you for changing my perspective and view of life.

to think of it, money is not/never be the utmost highlight why i wanted to work around Aberdeen so badly, i tried so hard to nail for every single opportunity not because of any of the factor listed above.... now, i am not certain if working here is the best choice anymore, but i certainly wont be so upset as previous attempts if i ever fail this interview, it seems as though i am no longer motivated to work here. i begin to miss home, miss everyone, i hope to find and start a new life back in kl. perhaps somewhere around england or south of scotland.... :)