-: Sorry is a taboo. that's the last thing people ever wanted to listen or say...........
little did i know, i had gone through my first phrase. love. sound sweet yet poisonous. the memory that haunt me for as long as i lived. i dont know how long i could stand before dropping my tears again. yes, if the word 'sissy' came across your mind, i dont mind. because i m proud, proud of looking what i hv been searching for since the day i encountered the word 'love'. i know what i m looking for, and i knew it a long time ago.
during my school, college, or uni's life, i hv been rejecting all the chances to begin a relationship. call it puppy love or teenage love. all i got was letter of hatred, curse, and bad public comment. i dont mind at all. i do not want to start it because there is a doubt strike through my mind. my apology, that is the best possible way to stop because you are the one to be hurt in future if breakup is what is going to happen.
it will never be good to begin with something that will end..
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7 comments:
Actually Im facing the same dilema wif you, but not the prob of breakup!
As I know, LOVE is an essential criteria to continue our life. But the people who giving LOVE is more happiness or the one who to be the BELOVED is more happiness? Is no answer because it is a too personal perspective...it can be the 1st or also the last!
But in the relationship of girl and guy, I think nobody wish to be the one who being hurt by his/her beloved. Actually I totally agree with your opinion, who is going to be hurt is not such a good feeling and it just make she/he heartbroken even yourself.
As I know, may be this is your first time but don't give up guyz...chances are still waiting outside, you just need to grab it! Trust yourself! This is the 1st but not the last. For your qualification is more than enough to compete with others, so you are the worst and to be confidence to yourself!
Get recover soon...Many things still need to settle at this moment, don't put yourself under stress. Time can fade out everything...After today, tomorrow is another brightness day!
Smile guyz....
Sorry Chris...there was a mistake in my previous comment-
Actually is:
-You are not the worse-
Personally, I can relate to the sorry bit... I’ve said it one too many times already. It causes nothing but heartache no matter how honestly it is said n meant. Its way overused n frankly it doesn’t do much in the way of comfort on the whole cuz it just condones the fact that now ur alone.
Still, time will heal u if nothing else babes... Just make sure to think of the good time n not dwell on the bad… whatever lessons u learn from this will only make u a stronger person in the end. Too bad some women don’t recognize a good thing when it’s in front of their eyes.
*hugs*
Hang in there buddy… n contrary to popular belief, nice guys DON’T finish last… Take care u n email me if anything k.
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soo fei: thanks for your word of advice. i never expected to post receive this kind of sad comment. i am an ego idiotic than finally fell hard on ground.
sums: it is really a hard day to pass till i recovered. i dont know how long but i'll try
Hmm, i totally agree with what you said. Sorry is always the last word we want to listen. I always wonder, can 'sorry' ever be an useful word...
be strong k. time reli heals. =)
shi ying: thanks. i'll try and hopefully it goes well. same goes to you. hope you are doing fine
Regarding to colors...
It's too sad to even finish reading yr blog.I can imagine the tear streaming down from yr heart.
Dear Chris,have u ever think of how color blinds see things? is the world tasteless for them? colors r such a gift for us, so as love.
So much love, so little time..sometimes,love doesn't meant now.it's forever.who knows what will happen in the future as a result of present? what i can say is-- let it be,watch, and wait.
i might not be a love pro.but it's so upset to see u down.
with care, chin nee.
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